First things first: let me apologize for all the sponsored posts around here lately. As you all know, the holidays tend to be an expensive time of year so when I was asked to share my space with a few different sponsors, I had a hard time saying no. I needed the extra cash and what’s a week worth of posts when I’m running low on things to contribute (and time to write) anyway?
I hope ya’ll can forgive me.
This past weekend was a special one for me (if you’re prone to vomiting profusely at overly lovey dovey stuff I suggest you turn away now. I promise I won’t be offended). In a conversation with Bryan a few weeks ago I mentioned that I hadn’t seen stars in ages and so we decided to venture out Saturday night and turn our attention to the night sky. And yes, it was about 20 degrees out. Rather than go to the field he had recommended, we picked up some Thai food, went down to the waterfront in Hoboken, and unfolded a blanket to watch the NYC skyline (unfortunately, stars are just impossible to see in this part of the state with all the light pollution but hopefully we’ll get to go another weekend in the near future). It was a beautiful, clear night (albeit extremely chilly) and a romantic way to spend an evening together.
I know, I almost want to vomit, too.
In a way, this weekend was a big milestone for us both. I haven’t felt this happy–or comfortable–with someone in a long time. I love learning little things about him and my heart skips a beat every time he smiles at me or kisses my forehead. Grand, sweeping gestures never did matter to me; it’s always the finer details that make my heart flutter. And I love that Bryan appreciates these, too. Having someone to go to the health food store with. Holding hands and assorted PDA (apparently I’m a total dude in this department but I’d like to think I’m getting better). Feeling at home with someone again.
We did share an awkward moment as we were walking back. I told him we should return in the summer when they feature movies in the park and we can have a picnic with wine. At the same time I finished with “you know, if we’re still together and all,” he said “that’s so great you’re thinking of the future!”
“Oh my god, you totally killed it.”
“But I was smiling when I said it!”
Yup. Totally killed it (smacks head à la Chris Farley).
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I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas/Happy Hanukkah. For once, I’ve finished my holiday shopping on time and I’m pleased with the gifts I found. Nothing fancy, but all heartfelt and meaningful in their own way. I hope all recipients are happy. And I’m taking my brother to his very first Phish show at the Garden next Wednesday. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen the boys again.
What are your plans for the holidays? XOXO and I promise to make my rounds very shortly. I’ve been thinking of you all, my sweet ones.
I actually enjoyed holiday shopping this year even though the stuff my mother demanded killed my paycheck. I was terrified about what to get my Dad since he isn’t demanding of anything at all, he hardly even wants a phone call on father’s day. Still, I think I got him something special for the holidays.
Well, Chris Farley, it would have been a hell of a lot less romantic if you’d taken him back to your van down by the river. It sounds like a perfectly lovely time.
And I wouldn’t have changed a thing… And YES you killed the moment 😉 Who needed the beauty of the stars when I’m sitting next to you Mooi (okay, okay I’ll stop) I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am. Miss You.
you are forgiven for the sponsored posts. I like to throw in some of them here and there too. Hey, why not?
I am so happy that you are so happy 🙂 What a sweet guy you’ve got there and I can totally relate to the Chris Farley moment. I’ve had plenty of them!!!
I’m sure your gift recipients will love your gifts. You can’t miss with heartfelt and meaningful!!
Thank you for your kind words on my lastest blog post 🙂
Have a Very Merry!!!
OMG!!! I just realized Bryan commented above my comment 😀 He’s like a blog celebrity 😉
I love the sappy stuff…you go girl! Glad you found someone to stare at the stars with…or at least try. 🙂
Reading your post…I just started laughing to myself when I read that you ordered Thai food. As much as I love Thai food…can’t say I really like COLD Thai food. Kudos to having a nighttime picnic in 20 degree temps.
Happy Holidays! 🙂
You’re right, that was a lovey-dovey story. Totally gay! But that’s alright. It’s nice to see you happy.
Enjoy the Season!
mark
I am so glad you get to spend the holidays with someone you truly enjoy spending time with. MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVELY!! And enjoy every love sick moment of it!!
I think you’re allowed to have a little sap in your life. Believe me, I’m enjoying all the sap in mine! I didn’t realize how much I missed a guy actually being SWEET to me until I had a guy that did sweet things for me.
I wish you an AMAZING Christmas. And I bet you and I are both in store for a really great 2012.
I am so very, very happy for you this holiday season.
You can’t even imagine…but, I remember what it was like for me, that first christmas…with someone who really cared.
Enjoy yourself, beautiful woman.
PS BIG PS: you look amazing a maz ing on the body beautiful calendar.
I am soooo flippin’ happy for you, hon!! I had a big smile on my face reading this and, well, you just deserve this out the wazoo. And the picnic sounds fabulous, in spite of the cray-cray cold, heh heh.
Apologies for my lack of bloggy presence, both here and on my own blasted blog, hahahah…and I read your awesome “Snowstorm” post and thought I had commented on it…er, clearly not. There are times I check your blog at work, and it’s easy to get distracted at work with…actual work, bwah!
Sending you oodles of summery Christmas vibes from Oz! Mwah! xoxo
…forgot to add that the lack of bloggy presence has been Crazy Busy Times! The past few weeks have just flown by with so much post-work activity crammed in. Pah!
It’s those little awkward moments that are enduring though and you always remember them. I ran across a quote the other day that fits so perfectly:
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.”
― Bob Marley
Happy Happy holidays, Charlotte! And thank you so much for the birthday wishes on Thursday!
i had so many meanies hate on my one sponsored post that i doubt i’d do another one!
May you have a beautiful 2012.
I am so very happy for you and yours. My fav romantic moments? I love a good stroll.
Ooh, that sounds so yummy and romantic. Hope you had a fabulous holiday.
We stayed local. Nice and low-key with family and lazy days. I’m going to miss it. xo